mm mmm Nesquik!
i didnt get the job. they didnt like me. but they did like nicole. PSH. sadness, i cant even get a job. i sucked in the interview. they made these two boys interview me, they ganged up on me. and the girls there gave me dirty looks, they hated me. well fuck them.
anyways for the past few day ive been feeling all annoyed, depressed, angry, and alone. its part of the friggin cycle of my pathetic life. not a month goes by when i dont feel like this. but i dont know. this time around it reminded of the way i was in high school. i was totally depressed, i hated people and id just stay in my room and cry. LOSER. not much has changed besides the fact that people think im mean now, which makes me laugh.
i was thinking last night, what am i good at??? why do people talk to me? why do they want to be my friend? i couldnt think of anything good...which then made me sad. man last night i was a mess. jesus! see thats why i love sleep cuz you can just sleep it off. today i woke up and felt better. so yey.
emma invited me to go dancing tonight. so im gonna go do that. i told ashley but she got sicky sick so she cant go.
im going to drink and dance my sorrows away. try and hit on some boys.
God Bless Nestle's Nesquik.
anyways for the past few day ive been feeling all annoyed, depressed, angry, and alone. its part of the friggin cycle of my pathetic life. not a month goes by when i dont feel like this. but i dont know. this time around it reminded of the way i was in high school. i was totally depressed, i hated people and id just stay in my room and cry. LOSER. not much has changed besides the fact that people think im mean now, which makes me laugh.
i was thinking last night, what am i good at??? why do people talk to me? why do they want to be my friend? i couldnt think of anything good...which then made me sad. man last night i was a mess. jesus! see thats why i love sleep cuz you can just sleep it off. today i woke up and felt better. so yey.
emma invited me to go dancing tonight. so im gonna go do that. i told ashley but she got sicky sick so she cant go.
im going to drink and dance my sorrows away. try and hit on some boys.
God Bless Nestle's Nesquik.