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Jan 03, 2005 12:35

you thought u were over it, but you were simply lying to yourself.
this time around, it was just weird. you couldnt help but feel as if you were missing something. when are you going to get ur chance you know?

what a way to start off the new year. but they say its genetic, and from the looks of it thus far its true. but will you ever grow out of it? are u merely wasting your time feeling this way? time is precious, and you shouldnt waste it feeling this way. but you cant help how you feel.

when its gone you miss it. and when youre deep in it, its bitter sweet.

perhaps im one of those who will always remain the same.

youre putting up a front for everyone. only the special ones recognize it.

simply smile and they wont suspect a thing, however there will be a time when it will all come crashing down...not a time, perhaps several. you will recoup and move one, yet it will still be buried with in you, and at another occasion, it will resurface leaving you drained, weak, and the outcast. or perhaps not even the outcast, but one of them.

do u like it better that way? you say you do, but when it comes right down to it, you want to be one of them correct?

you dont want to be lonely, you keep saying, you just want to be alone.

just straighten up and fly right will ya. everything and everyone has its time, and so will you.
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