Aug 17, 2005 16:31
I feel like crap. Yesterday sucked...bad. I didn't feel good at all and I was all shaky and nervous anyway. Today was even worse then yesterday. I was alright for a little while until this fat ass bitch in 2nd block made me feel like shit so I was upset over that most of the day. Then I got home and my mom was being horrible. So I have pretty much been crying since I got home. Now I just want to die and get rid of it all. Today I've been told so many times that I'm not good enough for anyone and I'm not a good person. I know I shouldn't be bothered but it really hurts. I believe it more and more everytime I here it. Oh well what can I do?? I promise I'm not usually this mean and sorry for the language!