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wow...today sucked times a million! so much stress and this is only freshman year...what is going tp happen to me. but i am luckily studying my butt off for biology, so i better ace that test! well i haev finally come to a conclusion about bio...it isnt me! i know that everyone blames their bad grades on the teacher, but i am dead serious. i love my bio teacher to death...she is one of the funniest people ever! but she is a HORRIBLE teacher. it is like we are practically teaching everything to ourselves, GRRR!! well i realized something about myself today! i set myself up for criticism. it hurts to say that but it is true. i act stupid, and i cant really help it. my sister has always told me that i am extremely smart but i have no common sense, and i admit it! she is completely right.
well i was once again frustrated x2734289374928 by certain people. i dont know what is wrong with people these days. they are so fake and rude. they dont realize that what they say could possibly hurt other people. and the worst part is that they talk about the appearance of others! it disguuts me! i dont understand why people do that...i guess that they are insecure about themselves and they take it out on others. i dont know what to think anymoer. and then there are peopel that are paranoid about what others are saying about them...they are constantly thinking about others and how that person is out to get them, when that person could care less about them GRRR!! i am so frustrated right now! well anyways...
i have realized that i dont really care about what others think of me...well i do to a certain extent. but when i was in sixth grade i was constantly worried about waht others thought about me and what they said about me behind my back, but it doesnt bother me anymore... for example i was in french today and i could clearly tell that this one girl was talking about me (i mean i could hear her saying my name and looking at me), and it didnt bother me at all.. i mean i dont really care about that person very much...they dont mattter to me so i dont relaly have anythign to prove to them... peoples opinion of me no longer matters to me!
well i was once again frustrated x2734289374928 by certain people. i dont know what is wrong with people these days. they are so fake and rude. they dont realize that what they say could possibly hurt other people. and the worst part is that they talk about the appearance of others! it disguuts me! i dont understand why people do that...i guess that they are insecure about themselves and they take it out on others. i dont know what to think anymoer. and then there are peopel that are paranoid about what others are saying about them...they are constantly thinking about others and how that person is out to get them, when that person could care less about them GRRR!! i am so frustrated right now! well anyways...
i have realized that i dont really care about what others think of me...well i do to a certain extent. but when i was in sixth grade i was constantly worried about waht others thought about me and what they said about me behind my back, but it doesnt bother me anymore... for example i was in french today and i could clearly tell that this one girl was talking about me (i mean i could hear her saying my name and looking at me), and it didnt bother me at all.. i mean i dont really care about that person very much...they dont mattter to me so i dont relaly have anythign to prove to them... peoples opinion of me no longer matters to me!