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lol, what the hell is wrong with me?!? i wait two months at a time to update this thing.....*sigh* its called having so much life that you dont have the time to do personal things....thats pretty sad though, so you cant really call that a life; you can call what i do "busy"
(now you know that if someone tells you to go get a busy, its definitely worse than needing to get a life)
so what do i have going on....oh yeah...i quit voice lessons till the summer so i can teach a dance class on monday nights & make up their recital dance, im starting to stress about dance comp coming up in a month, meagan left for florida today so there will be no more tiny m in french, yet there will be some jealousy that shes down south in the bright sunshine chillin' w/ a mouse while ill be sitting in our cold, dreary-looking french room reciting my "oui, oui's" & "merci's"....theatres starting to get intense what w/ spring coming and all....im unsure if i want to join track, be a manager for the schools baseball team w/ chrissy, or manager of the boys volleyball team cause dean told me i had to...theeeen, the school plays getting bogus cause no one shows up for practice & no one knows what group theyre in.....mr. merriner what shut up & let us sing in chorus class, therefore, we SUCK (and then he yells at us...go figure)....and going back to the dance picture (because dance is my world anyways), i have no partner yet again.....*sigh*, i dont know what it is w/ me! hahaha....the guys dont even have to see me or know my name before they reject the idea of being my partner.....maybe i smell sooo bad that when my name is mentioned in a conversation the area around the convo just reaks of things more disgusting than andys 3 week uncleaned gym socks (& those actually made a kid in our class throw up when they were set 6 feet away from nose).....i feel so bad cause all of my friends are trying everything they can think of to help me & asking all of these people for me...theyre doing me such a huge favor, & theyre being so great, i couldnt thank them enough!! but i think whats gonna end up happening is that im not gonna be in the dance because ill just keep getting rejected....lol, i guess you can never have to many backstage helpers...i could lower the curtain! but then again, that wouldnt work....i need someone else to lower the other side w/ me...but then that would mean id have a partner.....nevermind.....ill just do lights in the 3rd balcony where no one can see me & i cant bother anyone....ill be like the hunchback of the mishler theatre, lurking in my dark balcony, controlling the lights & spending quality time w/ myself & nobody...okay, lol, well, thats where ive decided to spend the rest of my life....if you remember come & visit me regardless of whether i may smell like i hadnt showered for a good couple years (which i probably wont)...just, dont get too close :)
(now you know that if someone tells you to go get a busy, its definitely worse than needing to get a life)
so what do i have going on....oh yeah...i quit voice lessons till the summer so i can teach a dance class on monday nights & make up their recital dance, im starting to stress about dance comp coming up in a month, meagan left for florida today so there will be no more tiny m in french, yet there will be some jealousy that shes down south in the bright sunshine chillin' w/ a mouse while ill be sitting in our cold, dreary-looking french room reciting my "oui, oui's" & "merci's"....theatres starting to get intense what w/ spring coming and all....im unsure if i want to join track, be a manager for the schools baseball team w/ chrissy, or manager of the boys volleyball team cause dean told me i had to...theeeen, the school plays getting bogus cause no one shows up for practice & no one knows what group theyre in.....mr. merriner what shut up & let us sing in chorus class, therefore, we SUCK (and then he yells at us...go figure)....and going back to the dance picture (because dance is my world anyways), i have no partner yet again.....*sigh*, i dont know what it is w/ me! hahaha....the guys dont even have to see me or know my name before they reject the idea of being my partner.....maybe i smell sooo bad that when my name is mentioned in a conversation the area around the convo just reaks of things more disgusting than andys 3 week uncleaned gym socks (& those actually made a kid in our class throw up when they were set 6 feet away from nose).....i feel so bad cause all of my friends are trying everything they can think of to help me & asking all of these people for me...theyre doing me such a huge favor, & theyre being so great, i couldnt thank them enough!! but i think whats gonna end up happening is that im not gonna be in the dance because ill just keep getting rejected....lol, i guess you can never have to many backstage helpers...i could lower the curtain! but then again, that wouldnt work....i need someone else to lower the other side w/ me...but then that would mean id have a partner.....nevermind.....ill just do lights in the 3rd balcony where no one can see me & i cant bother anyone....ill be like the hunchback of the mishler theatre, lurking in my dark balcony, controlling the lights & spending quality time w/ myself & nobody...okay, lol, well, thats where ive decided to spend the rest of my life....if you remember come & visit me regardless of whether i may smell like i hadnt showered for a good couple years (which i probably wont)...just, dont get too close :)