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i fucking hate this.
here i am, completely sad...so what do i do? i feel like i need to see him. i want to see him completely and totally and i just...i don't like that. i don't like that he has become what i need when im feeling down.
and i hate even more that in 26 days, i won't see him at all. he is going to be hundreds of miles away from me, and i cant do a damn thing about it.
i fucking hate this.
here i am, completely sad...so what do i do? i feel like i need to see him. i want to see him completely and totally and i just...i don't like that. i don't like that he has become what i need when im feeling down.
and i hate even more that in 26 days, i won't see him at all. he is going to be hundreds of miles away from me, and i cant do a damn thing about it.
i fucking hate this.