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May 22, 2005 11:37

God dammit I don't think I have ever been so disappointed in you in your entire life. How could you be so fucking stupid? I expected you to learn from your mother's mistakes, Brittany. I don't stop you from doing stupid things. I have never, ever restricted you or condemned you for your actions. I listen, I support, I advise, but never do I judge. I have let you do everything you wish to do, despite my own reservations or feelings towards it.

I trusted you in this. No matter how much I hated the idea, no matter how much I hoped you would not do it, I let you. Because I knew I could not stop you. So I didn't try--all I did was expect something of you. And you disappointed me.

How could you not be safe? How could you be so irresponsible? I honestly thought you were smarter than this. I thought you would learn from your pregnant-at-15-and-then-again-at-17 mother.

I honestly don't think I have EVER been so disappointed in you in my entire life. You let me down several times Brittany, but I never ever thought I would be disappointed in you for letting your own integrity down.

On a different note...taken from Hot Ross's profile:
"Every relationship is fundamentally a power struggle, and the individual in power is whoever likes the other person less."

as terrible as that is, I honestly believe it.
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