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[live_to_rock]

So I've kind of given up on writing in this thing.
I've discovered that writing in a real journal is better, because I can really get my feelings out.
I don't really need to record each day in order to remember what I've done. I'll always remember the days that count.

All I want is for college to start. I never thought I would say that, but it's true.
I'm pretty much done with high school. I just don't want to do it anymore.

All I want to do is take pictures. Every day. That's it.
I want to feel like people still care about me.
I know people still do, but, well, I know what I'm talking about.
I just wish people who are supposed to care about me wouldn't take advantage of me.
And I wish Lauren could just stay here because these past few days with her have been so much fun. She's one person who I know would always be there for me, and I'd always be there for her. I really can't wait until she moves back here and we're 20 minutes away from each other.

Maybe I just need it to be summer again. But right now, nothing's the way it should be.