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changes... did someone ever say that they're all for the better?
i dont know what im going to do... i have a plan that i love i just hope my dad agrees to it because its really the best option i have...
how can you know someone for 3 years... really trust them and open up to them just to have them go behind your back and tell someone else EVERYTHING i just dont get it... how can people live with themselves after they do that? like yeah they say there sorry and stuff but i just dont get why couldnt you just say yes? you could have left everything else out... but whatever whats done is done... maybe its for the best but i think you hurt yourself and definatly others in the process and does that make it all worth it? i dont know...
why does life give you all these hard questions haha it sucks... so many things suck but it makes the good things better right? like all the bad times make the good ones more enjoyable?
it wouldnt be that hard to go over to lousianna twice a month during school and for 3-4 weekends a month in the summer and i think it would be good because he wouldnt be worked that hard and he could relax haha then i could just hang out and have fun here in pcola haha i cant wait until i can talk to leslie that'll be an interesting convo haha im still not sure i should talk to her just because i know who shes going to call when we hang up haha but i trust leslie (well you see where that got me) but i really do and i dont think she would ever do anything bad... and the worse thing she could say is no right?
ok ill stop haha because im sure this isnt making sense to most of ya'll just elise haha and maybe a couple other people lol i just needed to get it out lol
i dont know what im going to do... i have a plan that i love i just hope my dad agrees to it because its really the best option i have...
how can you know someone for 3 years... really trust them and open up to them just to have them go behind your back and tell someone else EVERYTHING i just dont get it... how can people live with themselves after they do that? like yeah they say there sorry and stuff but i just dont get why couldnt you just say yes? you could have left everything else out... but whatever whats done is done... maybe its for the best but i think you hurt yourself and definatly others in the process and does that make it all worth it? i dont know...
why does life give you all these hard questions haha it sucks... so many things suck but it makes the good things better right? like all the bad times make the good ones more enjoyable?
it wouldnt be that hard to go over to lousianna twice a month during school and for 3-4 weekends a month in the summer and i think it would be good because he wouldnt be worked that hard and he could relax haha then i could just hang out and have fun here in pcola haha i cant wait until i can talk to leslie that'll be an interesting convo haha im still not sure i should talk to her just because i know who shes going to call when we hang up haha but i trust leslie (well you see where that got me) but i really do and i dont think she would ever do anything bad... and the worse thing she could say is no right?
ok ill stop haha because im sure this isnt making sense to most of ya'll just elise haha and maybe a couple other people lol i just needed to get it out lol