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i love my boyfriend..
thats all there is to it.
hes the best person i know.
i dont mean it if i bother him or i am annoying.
all i care about is making him happy.
my self too though.
last night i stayed up late and i just thought about a few things..
(1)how lucky i am to have josh in my life as my boyfriend for this long.
(2)how im scared to be a bad girlfriend for him...he deserves a good g/f not a bad one
(3)about mrs VanGheluwe dying and knowing that it could have been anyones mom..im scared..
i dont want to lose my mom i love her even through out all of are arguements.
(4)how im scared to lose the things that mean most to me in life..
i couldnt live with out josh and as much as u think it..i dont think many people understand just how much i care about him. i love him more than anything in this world. i wouldnt give him up for the world..all i want is what makes him happy and im scared to screw something up and make him dissapear. i cry alot about him..i love him too much to throw this relationship away by doing something stupid.
i dont want to lose my family either..i know it will happen eventually but i dont want it to.
i hate how much i argue with people especially my loved ones
josh is the best thing thats ever happened to me.. i love him more than anyone will ever understand..i just hope that he will always love me back.
theres alot more that i thought about last night.. mostly tho about the things i mentioned.
also..i think im going 2 make a livejournal just for things i want to say to or about josh because i dont want to make people read about what i have to say about him unless they want to..
i love you josh kay..i promise u i always will
im sorry for the things i can do wrong
****NOTE****the reason im writing this isnt because me n josh were argueing..we havent done that in a while.. but because its what im thinking at the moment.
i love you baby
the end..for now
thats all there is to it.
hes the best person i know.
i dont mean it if i bother him or i am annoying.
all i care about is making him happy.
my self too though.
last night i stayed up late and i just thought about a few things..
(1)how lucky i am to have josh in my life as my boyfriend for this long.
(2)how im scared to be a bad girlfriend for him...he deserves a good g/f not a bad one
(3)about mrs VanGheluwe dying and knowing that it could have been anyones mom..im scared..
i dont want to lose my mom i love her even through out all of are arguements.
(4)how im scared to lose the things that mean most to me in life..
i couldnt live with out josh and as much as u think it..i dont think many people understand just how much i care about him. i love him more than anything in this world. i wouldnt give him up for the world..all i want is what makes him happy and im scared to screw something up and make him dissapear. i cry alot about him..i love him too much to throw this relationship away by doing something stupid.
i dont want to lose my family either..i know it will happen eventually but i dont want it to.
i hate how much i argue with people especially my loved ones
josh is the best thing thats ever happened to me.. i love him more than anyone will ever understand..i just hope that he will always love me back.
theres alot more that i thought about last night.. mostly tho about the things i mentioned.
also..i think im going 2 make a livejournal just for things i want to say to or about josh because i dont want to make people read about what i have to say about him unless they want to..
i love you josh kay..i promise u i always will
im sorry for the things i can do wrong
****NOTE****the reason im writing this isnt because me n josh were argueing..we havent done that in a while.. but because its what im thinking at the moment.
i love you baby
the end..for now