go ahead and stab me in the chest some more, I like the way it feels ,oh yeah...
As soon as I start feeling like I can talk to people, like I can look up from the ground and make eye contact with a hint of a smile you shoot me down again.
And you always will.
Not because you're an ass, not because you're happy, but because you feel it too.
I don't understand why you can't just leave it be, leave it alone and don't touch it.
Every situation for me is sensitive, and it's sensitive because it's relevant to life, and life as a matter of fact is not something death can cheat.
Not even death can cheat it, so why not sit back and let it go as well?
2 things, no lets make that 3, oh how about 4 things I'd like to say:
*Friday I tried tanning my very pale brown legs. Yeah, even my legs can be palely brown and the sun just so happen renews it.
*Saturday was probably so boring I don't even remember what has happened.
*Sunday there was a little Summer Bash at the Bautista's and I wanted to pry my eyes out. I will never be able to see Keoki in the same light as I have when I was in love with him. Maybe because he really did make me want to tear my heart out. I nearly succeded, but you can't get far with broken glass anymore, I've got the scars to prove for it.
*Monday was supposedly the day to remember as it cited Memorial day. But I'm sure there was a religion basis thing going on with that. Instead Hagg Lake became my home for a few hours, and the lake and woods it's self became my own back yard. Sure you could call it that, a back yard. A special place where not only YOU, but a hundred of OTHER people can go and spend the day soaking up the sun, eating Kauai Island Grill food, kiaking and mountain biking, all for the little price of $5.
Yet, Tuesday is today and here I type trying to make life a little bit more barable then it ceases to be.
There's nothing left here;
in this shithole of a world for me...
And you always will.
Not because you're an ass, not because you're happy, but because you feel it too.
I don't understand why you can't just leave it be, leave it alone and don't touch it.
Every situation for me is sensitive, and it's sensitive because it's relevant to life, and life as a matter of fact is not something death can cheat.
Not even death can cheat it, so why not sit back and let it go as well?
2 things, no lets make that 3, oh how about 4 things I'd like to say:
*Friday I tried tanning my very pale brown legs. Yeah, even my legs can be palely brown and the sun just so happen renews it.
*Saturday was probably so boring I don't even remember what has happened.
*Sunday there was a little Summer Bash at the Bautista's and I wanted to pry my eyes out. I will never be able to see Keoki in the same light as I have when I was in love with him. Maybe because he really did make me want to tear my heart out. I nearly succeded, but you can't get far with broken glass anymore, I've got the scars to prove for it.
*Monday was supposedly the day to remember as it cited Memorial day. But I'm sure there was a religion basis thing going on with that. Instead Hagg Lake became my home for a few hours, and the lake and woods it's self became my own back yard. Sure you could call it that, a back yard. A special place where not only YOU, but a hundred of OTHER people can go and spend the day soaking up the sun, eating Kauai Island Grill food, kiaking and mountain biking, all for the little price of $5.
Yet, Tuesday is today and here I type trying to make life a little bit more barable then it ceases to be.
There's nothing left here;
in this shithole of a world for me...