Jan 08, 2005 19:45
wow, everyone seem so , happy...It's strange to see the way things can be when your no longer a part of it anymore.DO you remeber the days when life was so simple, you planned to go to schools with your bestfriends and marry your school crush and your life was set.... Now you look at life at a new pespective and see puzzle peices that are ever-changing in colors and shapes. What a world...
Prinston: what do you do with a B.A. in English, what is my life going to be?
4 years of college and plenty of knowladge to earn me this useless degree...
I can't pay the bills yet, cuz I have no skills yet, the world is a big scary place...
But somehow I can't face, the feeling I might make a differance to the human race...
Kate: Hi Brian
Brain: Hi Kate Monster
Kate: hows life?
Brian: it sucks the catering company laid me off...
Kate: ohhh
Brian: I mean when I was little I always thought....
Kate: what?
Brian: when I was little I thought I would be....
Kate what??
Brian: ...a big comedian on latenight tv...
Kate: ha ha ha ooh...
Brian: and as you can see I'm not.
Kate: nope
BRian: IT SUCKS TO BE ME
Kate: nooo
Brian: it sucks to be me
Kate: noooooo
BRian: it sucks to be broke and unnemployed and turning 33, it sucks to be me.
Kate: you think your life SUCKS, yours isnt so bad!
I am kinda prety, ,and pretty damn smart...
BRain: you are!
Kate: thanks. I like romatic things like music and art, and as you know I have a gigantic heart sooooooooo WHY DONT I HAVE A BOY FRIEND, FUCK, it sucks to be me.
>AVENUE Q
*Driving in the car, looking over small houses in an airplane...I realized, everyonehas a life, alot of people have a life, that I am not part of, ,and I feel so small... really small...even people at school, I know like half of the people, but the other half, I know nothing of. It doesn't bother me really, it's just weird that I will never know any of these people in my whole existance, ,there an\re so many people who I will never know, and maybe they are people who I wished I could have met.Damn, I do think to much!!
*there is another ALison at my school and she is tottaly the opposite of me. And I am the typical Alison! SO why are we so differant? It's just, WRONG! -_-
*The best movie of 04' is Finding Neverland
*Best Book I read in 04' The lovely Bones
*Best car in 04' Mini Cooper
*Best Memory in 04' talking to JOrdan for 22 strait weeks
*Best Gpa 04' a 3.0
*Favorite color 04' was blue
*Favorite article of clothing was a sweater that I borrowed form my mom and I hat I bought in New York
* okay I think I am done now, if you want you can check out my XAnga click on "XxhardcoreXx"
BTW, call me, I mean anyone, please 210-2836
Bye, alison