when...

[live_n_die]

so my life is taking a downward spiral and it, so far, is never ending and never ceases to disappoint me......

when will the sun brighten my day?

when will i be able to sleep and not worry that either of my sisters will make it home alive and not in jail?

when i will i find someone that wont screw me over or lead me on then drop me like a hot tamali?

when will i be happy at the place i work?

when will i be able to sit down and finish something i started?

when will i be happy being...me?