gahh
WHY WHY WHY is it always my fault?
I'm fighting, but why, I have no idea.
Should I just continue on apologizing, over what? Well thats a mystery to me. Or should I get mad, and just make things worse? I'm sick of suddenly finding myself in a conflict and having no idea of how or where it came from.
And why, when I tell the truth, do I always get punished as if I told a lie? I'm not lying, I promise. But maybe I should start because it might make things a whole lot easier.
Whatever, this stupid livejournal post is probably the most I'll attempt to try and get my real feelings across. gossssh.