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So yeah, i don't even know what to say, I just feel like I have to say something...
I've been having a few down days.I had one absolutely fantastic day and then really down days that followed.
Sunday Alex, madre, padre, my brother and I went to pine point then Bugaboo Creek. It was an amazing day. Beach, food, boyfriend, and family. : )
Then came monday and then tuesday and wendsday... work? yes.
Thursday was my day off. I woke up freaking out. I couldn't stop moving and all I could think about was changing my sheets and vacuuming my room... but I didn't have any other cotton sheets. only had flannel and it was too hot for flannel so I couldn't change my sheets but I did vacuum my floor. And then Alex came over and We went mini-golfing with my dad and little brother. I lost by... a lot. And then I went to Alex;s dentist appointment, for ice-cream, and then to emmas BBQ. There was a cat that kept coming over to emmas house and it was the cutest friendliest cat ever and now i want a cat, really bad. But my mom would never say yes to that. : ( and i stayed the night at em's house and they went somewhere today but I have to work. yay!
So now I'm sitting here doing this. and pretty much freaking out some more.
i think I'm too dependant. I need to be more independant, maybe let him do things on his own, and maybe not get so mad, and maybe not get so jealous, and maybe just chill out. but its easier said then done. I am a psycho. I need some help. And now i'm going.
I've been having a few down days.I had one absolutely fantastic day and then really down days that followed.
Sunday Alex, madre, padre, my brother and I went to pine point then Bugaboo Creek. It was an amazing day. Beach, food, boyfriend, and family. : )
Then came monday and then tuesday and wendsday... work? yes.
Thursday was my day off. I woke up freaking out. I couldn't stop moving and all I could think about was changing my sheets and vacuuming my room... but I didn't have any other cotton sheets. only had flannel and it was too hot for flannel so I couldn't change my sheets but I did vacuum my floor. And then Alex came over and We went mini-golfing with my dad and little brother. I lost by... a lot. And then I went to Alex;s dentist appointment, for ice-cream, and then to emmas BBQ. There was a cat that kept coming over to emmas house and it was the cutest friendliest cat ever and now i want a cat, really bad. But my mom would never say yes to that. : ( and i stayed the night at em's house and they went somewhere today but I have to work. yay!
So now I'm sitting here doing this. and pretty much freaking out some more.
i think I'm too dependant. I need to be more independant, maybe let him do things on his own, and maybe not get so mad, and maybe not get so jealous, and maybe just chill out. but its easier said then done. I am a psycho. I need some help. And now i'm going.