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Its vacation. and I have been sort of busy.
Wendsday I went to Alex's. Then to Emma's and I thought it was just going ot be me and her but it was actually a bunch of people.
Thursday I came home and... I forgot what else I did.
Friday I went christmas shopping and then my mom flipped out on me because she didn't think what I got Alex was good enough so we went out and printed some pictures to make him a picture frame and the printer thing got a paper jam. and then there was a long line behind me so I was trying to hurry up but then I kept messing up because I was rushing. But the personbehind me was really nice. And then I went home and made Peanut Butter Bon Bons and made Alex's gift and went to bed late.
Saturday was Christmas Eve! I woke up ealry and got ready then Em came over and gave me my gift. It was very sweet. Then Alex came over and we left for portland. And we saw A Christmas Carol. It was very nice that Alex was there, It made it 100 times better. And we went to his house and hung out for a while. and I tryed to find Stephanie an outfit to wear and she doesn't have any dress up clothes... so that was a failure. And we went to his grandparents house for there Christmas Eve. It was nice. I enjoyed myself very much. Except Alex seemed weird all night. and on the way home I opened my presents from Alex. They were soo nice. I loved them a lot. And he thought he couldn't shop for me. And I also realized(not that I didn't realize it before but it all clicked) that night that...
I really am in love. I love Alex. I am in love with Alex. He means the world to me. He has my whole heart and there is no one who could ever replace him or ever mean this much to me.
And Sunday was Christmas and I got my digital camera : ) I am very happy about that. Its so pretty, I love it. And then I didn't really have a good day. I was really tired and I cried three times for no reason and I was really lonely... But I'm ok now. I really missed Alex on Sunday. And it didn't feel like christmas.
And today is Monday. I didn't really do anything.. I learned a song on the piano, then I went to Alex's house for a few hours and now I'm here writing this, watching the old King Kong with my dad!
And my brother needs the computer.