People will say we're in love.
So my weekend has not been that great. It could have been better.
and it all started Wendsday... The play. Oklahoma. Watched A-Cast and had a few laughs.
Then on thursday I had Martina over after school. and I actually hung out with her... It's been awhile. Then Alex came over and hung out with us a bit. We made him a new cell phone. And then we went to watch the play again B-Cast... Alex's phone went off during one of the songs... gosh..
On Friday, I had 4 Quizzes/Tests. Dos en Espanol. One in Humanities and Math. I'm pretty sure I didn't do well on the humanities one. And In A.C.Support I sat in the info center and did nothing. and Em wrote a story about me. "This is Ali..." Then Alex gave me a ride home and hung out at my house for a little bit and drove me to Emma's. Where I wrote a story about her. "...because she had sex with a female cow..." Then Becky and Becca showed up and we ate then went to the play again. to see A-Cast again. I sat with Becky and Josh and we sang all the songs. Then I went back to Em's and slept.
Saturday was pretty exciting... Got home and showered and then I got in a really weird mood and everything had to be clean. So I cleaned my room for an hour and a half. And then my grandparents came. And Alex came after work to meet them. "Emma and Mimi, does that sound like two girls?" And I went to see the play again! B-Cast. And they didn't do anything to make it extra funny. Like they usually do. Maybe I just didn't notice.
I watched half the play with my parents and grandparents and the other half standing near Alex. Because I realized that I really miss him. As weird as that is because I see him everyday. And Bekcy invited me to her house and I asked Alex to give me a ride there and then I felt bad because he drives me everywhere... And he really doesn't have to. I owe him, I guess. And I got in Becky's driveway and I didn't want to leave Alex's car. I wanted to stay there with him instead of going inside. But I went inside. Jenna was in a terrible mood because Pete came home with a hickey on his neck. and then things turned to me.... and now she thinks i'm a slut or something. I didn't even want to talk about anything I just wanted to go to sleep...So I drowned myself in ice-cream and Reeses Peanut Butter Chips.
And I woke up today, Ate breakfast with my grandparents and took a shower. And I was hoping I would see Alex today but I won't. I mean he invited me to have lunch with him and his grandparents but I felt like I wasn't really invited, I was only invited because I wasn't doing anything so he felt bad. I don't know.
But I really miss him. I think I'm only trully 100% happy when I'm with him. not just around him. with him. right next to him. But I don't want to be clingy so I try not to be like that. But I really can't help it.
So whenever I get like this I do what I do best. And sleep. so i took a nap so I didn't have to think about anything.
I always think about things way too much....