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i want to leave . i want to run away . i want to disappear and start fresh .
but everything is so comfortable.
and what if i ran and i couldnt find better. what if this is what i really wanted.
maybe because im indecisive. maybe im scared or scarred . maybe im just unmedicated.
or i saw the future and would rather flee now.
maybe .
never ending staircase