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well i guess i should update this thing since quite a lot has changed since last time. me and natalie broke back up, and this time for good. it happend 2 nights ago and she is out with that john gregory senior guy right now at the movies. i just got a call letting me know that, and i wanna go there right now, but i dont wanna ask sombody for a ride to the movies at 10 o'clock at night. so i have no way to get there. but yeah, i had found out that she was talking to this guy on the phone that night, and refering to me as her ex-b/f and saying how i want to get back with her and thats why i just called. and then i found out that the only reason she went back out with me, was because she felt bad for me or sum stupid shit like that. so yeah i called her that night, and that was it long story short, we are not together anymore. and obvioulsy shes over me already which shows how much i really meant to her, and i dont know if im over her yet, and i wanna talk to her so i can clear things up fpr myself and clear some things up for her, which she thinks i did which i didnt, but she wont answer my calls, and wont return them either. so yeah. nothing new has happend wanted to go surfing today but didnt have a ride yet again. i cant wait till i can drive. life will be easier.