First step.
I'm posting my first before pictures ever to begin my one week liquid fast.
In no way do I even want to admit that these pictures are me, that this is what I am starting with, that this is what I look like. But in order to change this, I have to admit and acknowledge that it's this bad.
I'm on my period and I tried really hard to not suck in anything or use flattering angles in these pictures. I'm also trying even harder not to cry, to see this reality check as a sign of my own strength. I am more afraid of failing than anything else. I don't know if I'll be able to live with myself if I fail one more time. This is it.
I'll hopefully be writing about every day of this liquid fast in order to keep myself focused.
Here's to becoming me.
In no way do I even want to admit that these pictures are me, that this is what I am starting with, that this is what I look like. But in order to change this, I have to admit and acknowledge that it's this bad.
I'm on my period and I tried really hard to not suck in anything or use flattering angles in these pictures. I'm also trying even harder not to cry, to see this reality check as a sign of my own strength. I am more afraid of failing than anything else. I don't know if I'll be able to live with myself if I fail one more time. This is it.
I'll hopefully be writing about every day of this liquid fast in order to keep myself focused.
Here's to becoming me.