`Cause your actions have consequences and these are them
hi,
so today was pretty boring but its okay. Went to a grad party for some kid i didnt even know, and that was SO boring, but hey. Then i was home alone ordered pizza, and ate and watched tv by myself. haha it was pretty pathetic.
Just a thought, but i think its kinda funny, how last summer all the relatives were pushing me to drive and such, and this summer i cant drive period. i need to go to places that i cant ask them to take me. i dont want to, but i know i need to go the cemetary. and its not something that they can take me to this time. i need to go by myself. but im afriad to ask cuz i sure as hell know that will bring up a lot of shit i dont want to deal with now. i wish they can be ilke "hey i know you have to run some errands, take the car for a few hours" omg that would be perfect. and its not like i dont know my way around town, cuz i do. they think im stupid. not even joking. its so retarded.
i attepted to get to know Christine and my Aunts better today. It seemed to fail though. I guess its one of those things that will take some time.
well im tired so i'll update some more later on.
goodnight
*music* ...I'll be your friend in hell, until then I despise you.
And I probably always will.
I can't afford to make another mistake like this,
'Cause this is more than I can take.
I don't mean to leave angry, this is by your own devise.
I'm sure this comes as no surprise. *music*
so today was pretty boring but its okay. Went to a grad party for some kid i didnt even know, and that was SO boring, but hey. Then i was home alone ordered pizza, and ate and watched tv by myself. haha it was pretty pathetic.
Just a thought, but i think its kinda funny, how last summer all the relatives were pushing me to drive and such, and this summer i cant drive period. i need to go to places that i cant ask them to take me. i dont want to, but i know i need to go the cemetary. and its not something that they can take me to this time. i need to go by myself. but im afriad to ask cuz i sure as hell know that will bring up a lot of shit i dont want to deal with now. i wish they can be ilke "hey i know you have to run some errands, take the car for a few hours" omg that would be perfect. and its not like i dont know my way around town, cuz i do. they think im stupid. not even joking. its so retarded.
i attepted to get to know Christine and my Aunts better today. It seemed to fail though. I guess its one of those things that will take some time.
well im tired so i'll update some more later on.
goodnight
*music* ...I'll be your friend in hell, until then I despise you.
And I probably always will.
I can't afford to make another mistake like this,
'Cause this is more than I can take.
I don't mean to leave angry, this is by your own devise.
I'm sure this comes as no surprise. *music*