a song!

[live_killer]

ok, so i got bored last night and felt like writing something ... this is the only thing that came but i'm kinda proud of it. hope you like.

Nothing (dedicated to anyone who needs it)

You use me again and again
It’s like I’m nothing to you
Nothing but a hairbrush
Nothing but a toothbrush
To you, I’m just an object
That you can use how you want
Then throw it away like it really doesn’t matter
Why can’t you see
That’s too fucked up for me

I hate that you’re in control of me
No matter what I do
You say jump, I say how high
I hate that you lie
I hate that you’re rude
But really, most of all
I hate that I love you still

Do you even realise?
Do you care what you’re doing?
I’m nothing but a girl
I’m nothing to you
But still you carry on using me
And still I let you abuse my emotions
And I know that you know that I’m in love with you
So why can’t you see
I don’t want you controlling me

I hate that you’re in control of me
No matter what I do
You say jump, I say how high
I hate that you lie
I hate that you’re rude
But really, most of all
I hate that I love you still

Nothing but a scumbag
Nothing but a loser
You came down on me like a ton of bricks
Nothing but a loner
Nothing but a girl
Did you enjoy watching me, making me squirm?

I hate that you lie
I hate that you’re rude
But really, most of all
I hate that I love you still
Because I’m nothing to you
I’m nothing to you
But you mean the world to me
And I feel like nothing to the world
Because of you

hmm ... i wonder who this could possibly be about ... *sticks two fingers up at the computer screen*

EDIT:

this song also rocks ... and is strangely appropriate as well. take a look.

Defying Gravity

I hope you're happy
I hope you're happy now
I hope you're happy how you've
Hurt your cause forever
I hope you think you're clever

I hope you're happy
I hope you're happy too
I hope you're proud how you would
Grovel in submission
To feed your own ambition

So though I can't imagine how
I hope you're happy right now

Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by
The rules of someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes
And leap...

It's time to try defying gravity
I think I'll try defying gravity
And you can't pull me down

I'm through accepting limits
Cuz someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try I'll never know
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost
Well if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost

I'd sooner buy defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye, I'm defying gravity
And you can't pull me down!

I hope you're happy
I hope your happy now that your choosing this -
I hope it brings you bliss
I really hope you get it
And you don't live to regret it
I hope you're happy in the end
I hope you're happy my friend

So if you care to find me
Look to the Western sky!
As someone told me lately
Everyone deserves the chance to fly
And if I'm flying solo
At least I'm flying free
To those who ground me
Take a message back from me!

Tell them how I am defying gravity
I'm flying high, defying gravity
And soon I'll match them in renown
And nobody in all of Oz
No Wizard that there is or was
Is ever gonna bring me down

so this song is edited to make more sense ... but the basic jist is there.