...well im so in l o v e with you.
TIME FOR AN UPDATE
Last weekend was amzing. it was probably the best weekend of my entire life.
things could not have gone any more beautifully then they did.
it was perfect.
He was late to the game because he had to go to linens and things with his mommy and dinner as well. i saw him as he walked in the door, i freaked out, and ducked. all in all he went and sat in the car because his mom wouldnt leave him there becuase there were too many hatians. ( im from barrington, hes from burr ridge, we arent exaclty used to black people lol ) After the game i ran up and hugged him, met his mom again, did the whole parentlal unit thing, and then ran to my car with him!!!I gave him his Welcome home to me and florida basket, which he absolutly loved...he better have dammit. lol mucho time went into that, not to mention mucho pesos. We wernt to 5th ave, strolled around and looked at La Tigre shirts and Lacoste Shoes :) oh man do i want thoseeee! lol then we went back to my car for cuddle time. ahh its just what i needed. finally a guy who just wants to kiss and hug and everything. not just fuck. it was amazing. <3 a great night.
We woke up extra early the next morning and he met me at my house. we went to Bopies for breakfast , but on the way ( thanks to my great co-pilot skills) i told him to take a right instead of left and ended up in the Walgreens parking lot. lmao...he taught me my left from my right hand and after that biscuits and gravu have never tasted so good! I hit him in the face with my menus accidently,,,he still holds a grudge! After that it was off to the malllllll!!!!! i dont know HOW i got him to go shopping withme but hes the best so he just went along with everything,plus the only thing i got was for him!we went to linens and things to get some napkin rings and placemats for him mommy and ended up having to deal with the biggest retard in the Kitchen Home Goods section. I bought us resees peices which i eventually spilled all over his car lmao and bathroom counter wipes with i eventually hit him in the face with. I know... im abusive. then came dinnerrr....
That night we had planed on going to dinner with my mom, his mom, and my dad. ughh if thats not enough to scare you shitless i do not know what is. I thought i was lost on the way to Aurturos but it ended up the awesome GPS in my head was working that night and i was only 4 mintues late! yesssss! lol our mommys kinda dressed alike which made me smile. Once a Czech, always a Czech. lol they talked about being Czech the whole time, but then my dad and tom got off on some fishing talk tangent. I just sat there in awe about how well eveything was going! Dinner was great, instead of getting chicken fingers ( not a very adult food lol but sill my favorite!) i got Chicken Milanese. AKA ONE BIG FREAKING CHICKEN FINGER! i though i did SO good! lol ughh complete failure at ordering big people food, i need to work on that. Thenw we went to my house at watched saved in my theatre, got introuble for "straddling him" what a bunch of crap lol. i fell asleep towards the end but i awoke to him kissing my face which was the most comforting feeling ever. I drove him home, what an amazing day. <3
He had to do stuff with mommy in the morning on Sunday but around 1 i met him and his mom at the pool @ fiddlers. holy potatoes is that place nice...a much needed mini-vacation place! his mom left and me and tom ate waterside( i finally got my chicken fingerssss~YESSS!)Then we went to his house....:::listened to all our favorite songs:: ::kissed:: :showered:: :: found out there was only one towel lol:: walked around his moms bathroom hahaha oh man, sorry guys all inside jokes. :( if your cool you'll ask me to know what they mean lol. Then we came home and ate ab amazing Czech dinner my mom made tom, she loves him<3 she really does. we watched the superbowl for like 5 minutes, then we went to my room..dumm dummm dummmmmm. lol actually we just played online jeopardy for like 2 hours. i kicked his ass badly. we were better as a team. lol then we went to julies for a bit, and starbucks as well...then i brought him home.
me + tom + observatory dock + nighttime with a zillion stars+ faint lights + frank sinatras "fly me to the moon." = enough said. the happiest ive ever been in my whole entire life. all bunched into like...10 mintues.arfafgjadfjgh school sucked. all i could do was think about him! lol after that hell hole the call school i went straight to toms new house to help them move furniture. i pouted alot. we didnt leave until 8 minus picking up dinner to go at backwater nicks and picking up the dry cleaning. his mom called me by his ex's name. ouch. lol but she hated her and loves me so it doenst mater. tom, you need to forgve your mommy. she didnt mean to! lol This was our last night together. ughhhh it was so hard. we went to the esplanade and sat on "our stairs" it was perfect. it was just like when we just met. still sweet and innocent and perfect. he whipped out of only god knows where a present. red with a gold bow, obiosuly the work of a professional. i opened it up and saw a box that said James & Williams. The best freaking Czech Jeweler in all of Chicago. I was shaking so hard it was crazy. inside was a beautiful stearling silver and pearl and mother of pearl bracelt. links like the tiffanys one. no joke, the prettiest bracelet ive ever seen. Tom is amazing. that night was amzaing. the bracelet was much to expensive but beautiful never the less! i will not go nto details about the ride home or the drop off of that night. In short, it was the hardest thing ive ever done. let the person that makes you the happiest person alive go. its the shittiest feeling ever. it was all love.
In a nutshell. tom is the best thing ever. i will never let go ever ever ever.
<3 be happy for me guys<3
ive never been this happy. love me for me and love tom for who he is.
even if hes a zillion miles away, when Lent is over, he will be here. thats a piece of cake....
i love you guys, especially you My Josh Grobal on a Horse, my prince charming. <3
xoxo.<3 more updates in the future. i promise.