I am alive!
Yes, everyone has been telling me to update, but I haven't been on a computer for almost a week. But hey, my schedule is all set and I am updating now. I am about to go over to the Zalit's and have stuffed shells for lunch!! I love having married people as really good friends, they feed me delicious food, and they laugh at my antics and they aren't high strung so I can't unintentionally offend them, I have a recurring problem with that. But I figure, over time I have to get better at not doing that, so I have faith. And as always, my core principle, endurence.
So I am taking Acting II, and Pantomime, and I am excited. I am also auditing American Musical theatre, which will hopefully be fun. I am still loving life. And it is so weird to actually be living the principal that you can decide your mood and keep it that way. I actually do decide. Crazy, and blissful. And I just love people, there are so many great people that I know, and so many more, I am sure that I don't know. And, I am still the proud owner of a four leaf clover, so life is good.
Last night I was reading my last semesters journal entries, my own journal that I write in, and it was really crazy. How much I was constantly saying the principles that I am living now, but at the time, I thought I was, but really, I was just saying them. Its also weird to look back through the haze of time and remember how miserable I was. So, to hannah and david who are kind of spazzing-I can tell from the live journals--I am a living testament to the fact that happiness is a choice, and sometimes you have to fight it out in your head to stay happy, but you can convince yourself, and after that, life is bliss. Last night I was also looking at some old scrapbooks, and I discovered something else. Which was rather relieving. I'm not ugly. Really. I was kind of excited and very surprised. It would be nice 'aestetically'(as amaree says) to be beautiful, but I am perfectly fine with not being ugly.
I also discovered something else this week. this church is amazing. We get to be sealed to our families forever. FOREVER. That is amazing. I can't imagine not having that.
Okay, enough moralizing. Sorry guys, I guess I am just slow, it takes me a million years to integrate and really learn the things I've been hearing for years.
so, I am directing a one act. And I am insanely nervous. As in nervous. I always hated that butterfly feeling. I don't know if I will cast well. I have a sneaking suspicion I will be terrible at it. There are times, like right before falling asleep that I know I will never be able to cast, and anything I do will be a failure. But I am determined to work hard at everything I am doing this semester. So far its working-the other day, I actually spent time in the library doing homework, can you imagine? Huh, novel idea. Yikes, I have to go, stuffed shells await me.
So I am taking Acting II, and Pantomime, and I am excited. I am also auditing American Musical theatre, which will hopefully be fun. I am still loving life. And it is so weird to actually be living the principal that you can decide your mood and keep it that way. I actually do decide. Crazy, and blissful. And I just love people, there are so many great people that I know, and so many more, I am sure that I don't know. And, I am still the proud owner of a four leaf clover, so life is good.
Last night I was reading my last semesters journal entries, my own journal that I write in, and it was really crazy. How much I was constantly saying the principles that I am living now, but at the time, I thought I was, but really, I was just saying them. Its also weird to look back through the haze of time and remember how miserable I was. So, to hannah and david who are kind of spazzing-I can tell from the live journals--I am a living testament to the fact that happiness is a choice, and sometimes you have to fight it out in your head to stay happy, but you can convince yourself, and after that, life is bliss. Last night I was also looking at some old scrapbooks, and I discovered something else. Which was rather relieving. I'm not ugly. Really. I was kind of excited and very surprised. It would be nice 'aestetically'(as amaree says) to be beautiful, but I am perfectly fine with not being ugly.
I also discovered something else this week. this church is amazing. We get to be sealed to our families forever. FOREVER. That is amazing. I can't imagine not having that.
Okay, enough moralizing. Sorry guys, I guess I am just slow, it takes me a million years to integrate and really learn the things I've been hearing for years.
so, I am directing a one act. And I am insanely nervous. As in nervous. I always hated that butterfly feeling. I don't know if I will cast well. I have a sneaking suspicion I will be terrible at it. There are times, like right before falling asleep that I know I will never be able to cast, and anything I do will be a failure. But I am determined to work hard at everything I am doing this semester. So far its working-the other day, I actually spent time in the library doing homework, can you imagine? Huh, novel idea. Yikes, I have to go, stuffed shells await me.