I really am crazy.
No ifs ands or buts. I am. And not in a good way, but apparently I'm not the horrible person I sometimes think I am. I'm still not sure about the random wisdoms of a certain new friend of mine. Feeling bottled is interesting. You see things in a distorted green light. Well, providing the bottle you are in is green. Mine currently is, which is very interesting--seeing as how A)I am not such a fan of green, and B) this has never happened to me before in green.
I am thinking I may escape to North Carolina. I don't have enough money for anywhere else. I can't tell if I need to disappear, pull a Penny Lane, and be a different person for the summer, or if I need to stay here and continue the internal combustion process that may eventually lead to something. Quite a few options. None bad. more or less money. Too many loyalties in too many places. And as a future Russell Crowe said--I should just do what I want to do. But I don't know what I want to do. I just want it to be an adventure. I think I am going to develop a Penny Lane complex. Hmmmmmmmm..... I don't know if I should guard against it or not.
I am thinking I may escape to North Carolina. I don't have enough money for anywhere else. I can't tell if I need to disappear, pull a Penny Lane, and be a different person for the summer, or if I need to stay here and continue the internal combustion process that may eventually lead to something. Quite a few options. None bad. more or less money. Too many loyalties in too many places. And as a future Russell Crowe said--I should just do what I want to do. But I don't know what I want to do. I just want it to be an adventure. I think I am going to develop a Penny Lane complex. Hmmmmmmmm..... I don't know if I should guard against it or not.