Feb 20, 2004 10:29
Today the happiness is simply overwhelming. I really am just flying. Life is just so beautiful. It is a beautiful day, I have fun, and service planned in to my day. No worries, its fun service. Kind of. ANd I am going running with Jana. But really, I'm just ecstatically happy for no reason.
The external goods in my life are really down to nothing currently, I don't get to see or talk to anyone much, but I am just so bewilderingly happy. The mountains out the window are hazy, and I have a whole beautiful life ahead of me.
I love trees, even dead ones. Against the sky. Their branches kind of twist and cross and it is just so fascinating.
Looking down the broad expanse
like some bold seer in a trance
seeing all his own mischance
with a glassy countenance
she look'd down to Camelot
At the closing of the day
she loosed the chain and down she lay
The broad stream bore her far away
The Lady of Shallot
That is completely from memory and I'm sure some of it is wrong.
But I love it.I think I may have left out or added a line.