jeez
so much shit..
so i was kinda afraid of havin the ex come over cuz i didnt know what would happen.. didnt know if id want her at all again... or if id be tempted to just sleep with her cuz that has already come up a couple times earlier this summer... but the second she came over i gave her a hug.. there was nothin there.. nothin at all.. like just a shell of what used to be anything.. and as time went on durin the day i really noticed that we had grown apart SOOO much.. like a lot.. ihad become even easier going... and the person i fell in love with totally wasnt there.. she was someone different.. which ISN'T bad... just different and i realized it.. some shit she did REALLY pissed me off though.. talkin about material stuff and how she goes to party's when all she did was rag on me for goin to them... drinking.. "eww arya drinking is so nasty do u need to drink to feel cool?"... used to call me a whore at college and wondered if i got STD's and now she can compete with me on people shes been with lol... you know what really pisses me off.. she has yet to admit to her closest friends, even though they figure, that i took her virginity.. ill never get over it.. but whatever.. 2 and a half years fucked in the tubes?? ..lets not get into it.. making a short story shorter.. there was nothing there... and at this point i dont feel as though itll get any further than a strictly online relationship unless one of us puts a lot of effort into it..
me for one... im done with effort
that said.. the big party was last night.. and holy shit is all i gotta say
jared (roommate number 1, frat boy, BIG PAHTY BUDDY, craziest of the 4 of us) came earlier with 3 30's.. i figure.. well i dunno if we can finish this... so as he and j-lo got here i went upstairs to take a power shower.. fanned a beer a minute and waited for the rest to come over. Javy (roommate number 2, from ct, my beerpong partner, mellowest of the bunch) showed up with brandon (roommate number 3, grew up with him in town, mellow but crazy mixed into a jar that;s really shaken up and u wont know what u get) and Erin (roommate 5*, brandon's gf, cute and small, isnt really a roommate but she might as well be)... later sherri and her younger sister and her friend showed up and then jenna abbey and jenna's cousin all came
you guys PROBABLY dont know these people.. but they all go to school with us and are a good time
the night was ridiculous.. a lot of beerpong and asshole and kingscup = a drunk house. it was definitely a good kickoff of things to come at school lol
the funniest thing was after me and jlo and abbey went to blaze (very very rare).. i was already drunk so i basically turned retarded... no jokes.. iq mostlikely hit below 40... and when i came downstairs i couldnt even talk.. i stared at Jared and just staring at him sobered me up
Jared, slobbering, with his eyes rolled back in his head, punching me: "hiii arya"
Arya, retarded: "....ahahaahhahaahhahahhhahaha"
jared was the definition of zombie.. he just needed to start biting me seriously.
that night i heard a HUGE bang too in the guestroom.. i fucking KNOW it was erin and brandon possibly having sex on a very old and unsturdy bed.. butbein the retard i was.. i went and asked anyway... i asked if they were ok... and then i passed out. Jared passed out by the barrel and a towel. javy passed out midsentence on me. Jlo passed out on the bed and i passed out trying to set my alarm on my phone.
the night was a success.
and now im sleeping.. i bet u wish u could too :-)
so i was kinda afraid of havin the ex come over cuz i didnt know what would happen.. didnt know if id want her at all again... or if id be tempted to just sleep with her cuz that has already come up a couple times earlier this summer... but the second she came over i gave her a hug.. there was nothin there.. nothin at all.. like just a shell of what used to be anything.. and as time went on durin the day i really noticed that we had grown apart SOOO much.. like a lot.. ihad become even easier going... and the person i fell in love with totally wasnt there.. she was someone different.. which ISN'T bad... just different and i realized it.. some shit she did REALLY pissed me off though.. talkin about material stuff and how she goes to party's when all she did was rag on me for goin to them... drinking.. "eww arya drinking is so nasty do u need to drink to feel cool?"... used to call me a whore at college and wondered if i got STD's and now she can compete with me on people shes been with lol... you know what really pisses me off.. she has yet to admit to her closest friends, even though they figure, that i took her virginity.. ill never get over it.. but whatever.. 2 and a half years fucked in the tubes?? ..lets not get into it.. making a short story shorter.. there was nothing there... and at this point i dont feel as though itll get any further than a strictly online relationship unless one of us puts a lot of effort into it..
me for one... im done with effort
that said.. the big party was last night.. and holy shit is all i gotta say
jared (roommate number 1, frat boy, BIG PAHTY BUDDY, craziest of the 4 of us) came earlier with 3 30's.. i figure.. well i dunno if we can finish this... so as he and j-lo got here i went upstairs to take a power shower.. fanned a beer a minute and waited for the rest to come over. Javy (roommate number 2, from ct, my beerpong partner, mellowest of the bunch) showed up with brandon (roommate number 3, grew up with him in town, mellow but crazy mixed into a jar that;s really shaken up and u wont know what u get) and Erin (roommate 5*, brandon's gf, cute and small, isnt really a roommate but she might as well be)... later sherri and her younger sister and her friend showed up and then jenna abbey and jenna's cousin all came
you guys PROBABLY dont know these people.. but they all go to school with us and are a good time
the night was ridiculous.. a lot of beerpong and asshole and kingscup = a drunk house. it was definitely a good kickoff of things to come at school lol
the funniest thing was after me and jlo and abbey went to blaze (very very rare).. i was already drunk so i basically turned retarded... no jokes.. iq mostlikely hit below 40... and when i came downstairs i couldnt even talk.. i stared at Jared and just staring at him sobered me up
Jared, slobbering, with his eyes rolled back in his head, punching me: "hiii arya"
Arya, retarded: "....ahahaahhahaahhahahhhahaha"
jared was the definition of zombie.. he just needed to start biting me seriously.
that night i heard a HUGE bang too in the guestroom.. i fucking KNOW it was erin and brandon possibly having sex on a very old and unsturdy bed.. butbein the retard i was.. i went and asked anyway... i asked if they were ok... and then i passed out. Jared passed out by the barrel and a towel. javy passed out midsentence on me. Jlo passed out on the bed and i passed out trying to set my alarm on my phone.
the night was a success.
and now im sleeping.. i bet u wish u could too :-)