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i just want to feel something, a little buzz. i want to escape to my own little place, somewhere where no one can touch me or infringe my natural course of life. i want to feel love, what its like. how could i react to this thing called love. is it true that to live..is to love? i think that maybe i know what love is becuase to know you is to love.
my eyes itch.
my dad is acting the way he does again. i think i want out now. and i dont wanna come back. i dont know what love is. my life hasnt allowed me to love. if love walked up and punched me in the face i could mistake for some dusch and then beat the crap out of him ignorant to the fact of love, ignorant to love.
"theres some kinda love....and theres some kinda hate." - misfits
i dunno. i want to leave and just escape. start a new.
my eyes itch.
my dad is acting the way he does again. i think i want out now. and i dont wanna come back. i dont know what love is. my life hasnt allowed me to love. if love walked up and punched me in the face i could mistake for some dusch and then beat the crap out of him ignorant to the fact of love, ignorant to love.
"theres some kinda love....and theres some kinda hate." - misfits
i dunno. i want to leave and just escape. start a new.