Updating...

[live_4_truth]

I am actually in SKOOL again!!! I have had 11 days off of skool!!! That is a LONG break! It feels so awkward to be in skool again! It is good to see ppl I missed tho! New Years Eve was a fuckin blast!!! I got drunk with Jesse! No one else drank...but they still had fun! Camilla, Jen, Ryan all stayed sober! I played with Kelli, Aaron and Damon for a tiny bit...but then they went home! We got on the trax to go to First Night Downtown and that was one of the best parts!!! haha! We laughed sooooo effin hard...and when I say WE I mean Jesse and I. I dont think anyone thought it was as funny as us! We were just being silly lil drunk teenagers!!! lol. We met a bunch of cool ass ppl downtown!!! Such as Ashley and Melodie! Kiera was sooo damn funny! But...The best of all was SHEEP #34. Ha Ha Ha!!! Oh, how i miss SHEEP #34! lol. Ha Ha Ha! The whole night was great! that was a TINY lil summary of the night!

I had a long talk with Jen on the way home from Logan...when she came to rescue me!!! It didnt go as well as I hoped! I didnt think she would take it like she did!!! I thought she would be dissappointed and stuff...but... *sigh* I wish I would have just been honest with her from the start. I dont think it would have hit so hard...on her or me?!?! I dunno?

Ryan has been a total ass lately! I cant believe half the shit that has gone on with us lately! I thought everything was ok ... obviously I was way wrong! I see him SOOOOO differently!!! *argh* We still need to talk about all the shit that went down there last couple of days!!!

The bell is gonna ring... I will try to update everything else better later...