inspiration
This has been a very emo night for me and kristen. I guess some facts of life just hit us smack dab in the face and it takes some time to get over. I really need some self discipline because it was totally preventable, but I chose to go forward with it and see what happens. You don't always have to go for what your heart wants because you don't know what the consequences are. I should have picked the more logical and intelligent way to go. I personally don't like living life with the "what ifs" but sometimes if it saves you worthless time and hurt emotions, the "what ifs" are worth risking.
I just read arra's recent entry and it's so true and such an inspiration to me. I just needed a reminder like that to get me back on the track of where I want to go and what I want to be in life. I'm not going to regret anything because there truly are lessons learned from mistakes and problems (not saying that everyone should go make mistakes and cause problems on purpose or anything because god knows there are people like that).
On the other hand, I think I've been improving in tennis and that makes me happy. My last season of tennis in high school is almost starting and I just can't wait! I can't believe I waited til my junior year to start tennis. Oh well can't do anything about that now. I've been procrastinating with my AP english project and the AP calc packet as well. Considering I haven't even started reading Huck Finn yet. ickk