School gets a thumb down, but meh.
so ya, school is hard to get used to. I end up getting up 45 minutes earlier than the summer... which sucks. my classes bore me so bad, and I think Wintje will hate me for being in his class pretty soon. Like... somehow school sucks the life out of me so bad, and I think I get depressed during the winter because I never really had a summer like this, where I was SO alive.
like... I always knew something about school fucked me up, but i couldnt put my finger on it. But this winter... this winter will be different. I think all my depression from being dead will actually revert to angst and vandalism against my tormentor. That should actually make for a good enough school year in my book. umm, and i have to pay for food. that pisses me off too, even though i steal it every day.
The only thing I'm %100 REALLY gonna miss about this summer over the winter, is gonna be cigars and fishing. well that and 100 other things, but i think thats gonna hurt the worst.
so ya... i guess its been good. the school thing i mean.
like... I always knew something about school fucked me up, but i couldnt put my finger on it. But this winter... this winter will be different. I think all my depression from being dead will actually revert to angst and vandalism against my tormentor. That should actually make for a good enough school year in my book. umm, and i have to pay for food. that pisses me off too, even though i steal it every day.
The only thing I'm %100 REALLY gonna miss about this summer over the winter, is gonna be cigars and fishing. well that and 100 other things, but i think thats gonna hurt the worst.
so ya... i guess its been good. the school thing i mean.