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Tonight was okay. It was fun at some points.
Nick was being a real dick to Kayla. Ugh, that bothered me alot. There was that whole thing.
I realized that I like this Kid Andrew. Hes really cool and hot. Yeah, but he really different in person then he is online and shit. I don't know its weird. I really like him though.
theaceofduces26: just the feeling of having someone there to cuddle, but most of all knowing they want to be there with you, its the best feeling in the world
Thats what Bobby said to me. It just... Made me think. Thats what I need/want right now. Just knowing that someone was always there for you. Someone that would hold you tight when you're cold. Someone that you can.... just be with or talk with when there is no one else on your side. They would be the only person to listen.
I guess that after Jay, I realized that I want someone that would actually care. I don't know where I'm going to find that. But theres no harm in trying to look for it.
Wow, here comes the emo-ness.... Again. I mean I hate being all depressed and contemplative. But everyone has to do it. Right?
Tomorrow I'm just going to stay home and sleep in and everything. I have to babysit at night. Which kind of sucks but I get money.... Wow, I'm so Jewish!
Yeah, I'm going to go do something productive.... Which would happen to be nothing.
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