Life in.....France
heyyy
so it's been awhile since i've updated..mainly because i've been busy, busy, depressed, busy, o yeah and busy. So as most of you know I'm currently stuck in France..yup..But I'm dealing with it alright, just being the bad SoZo that I am. I miss my friends like hell, and of course music...It's like my whole life is on hold, I hate it but o well. Well on the brighter note, I just got off the phone with Lena and I talked to Whipz N shit! OMG I missed their voices!! It was cool talkin to them, but it also made me sad..hm. Now you're wondering, "wtf does she do in France". Well, my normal day consists of waking up early so i can talk to lena online (time difference), then going to the beach, getting wasted, then go to resteraunts and clubs, and getting wasted some more, and by the time I get home..i'm gone..so I usually crash or go online to talk to W & S...And on other days I bitch at my parents so I can stay home and have my guitar time..because I need that as often as possible. O yeah and how can I forget, my days consist of me rebelling 24/7 and constantly arguying with my parents..yeah it's like a full time job lol.
Other than all the depressing shit I'm going through that I can go on and on and on about...I have some FUNNY ASS STORIES from here...like wow...I'll just say one because I have way too many and I'm too lazy to type it all up. Ok so I was at the beach like a week ago (btw i hate the sun), and I was pretty wasted, so I was looking around at people randomly. Then I check out this old man (don't ask why i get dumb when i'm wasted), and I look at his bathing suit, and it's those tight nasty ones...and I look down some more...and what do I see? One of his ball is hanging out!!! Now if you know me, you know that once I start laughing...I just can't stop...especially if i'm wasted..so yeah I saw his old hanging ball and I just couldn't stop laughing, I was like on the floor. And the stupid old fart didn't even realize his ball was hanging out of his tight bathing suit...Anyways, another good thing is I've been progressing as a songwriter as well, I'm approaching music in a different way now. Anyways...I miss my possee sooo much!! :( I have my whip hanging on my doorknob and every single day I have to say something in the spirit of you guys. And I think i'm scaring everyone around me because they think i'm a satanic bondage freak...lol..I'm such a big over here, I'm sooooo mean to people. I mean, even if someone gives me a friendly look, I totally maddog them. Once I was totally drunk and pukerz and this one girl was staring at me like I was mental...and I looked at her and said "WHAT THE FUCK ARE U LOOKIN AT"..only problem is..i doubt that little italian girl even knew wtf I was saying..lol..The lifestyle over here is so different, I mean I've been here on vacation for years and I still see it as weird. Eh, I'm just homesick...and I need to get back asap or i'm gonna go crazy here...Anyways...i hope whipz n shit had fun today!! You guys better have whipped some people for me!! Just want to say thanks to my possee for always being there for me :) I love you guys...
OMFG I just saw korn on tv! lol that's fukin rare over here...I'll try updating more often...
so it's been awhile since i've updated..mainly because i've been busy, busy, depressed, busy, o yeah and busy. So as most of you know I'm currently stuck in France..yup..But I'm dealing with it alright, just being the bad SoZo that I am. I miss my friends like hell, and of course music...It's like my whole life is on hold, I hate it but o well. Well on the brighter note, I just got off the phone with Lena and I talked to Whipz N shit! OMG I missed their voices!! It was cool talkin to them, but it also made me sad..hm. Now you're wondering, "wtf does she do in France". Well, my normal day consists of waking up early so i can talk to lena online (time difference), then going to the beach, getting wasted, then go to resteraunts and clubs, and getting wasted some more, and by the time I get home..i'm gone..so I usually crash or go online to talk to W & S...And on other days I bitch at my parents so I can stay home and have my guitar time..because I need that as often as possible. O yeah and how can I forget, my days consist of me rebelling 24/7 and constantly arguying with my parents..yeah it's like a full time job lol.
Other than all the depressing shit I'm going through that I can go on and on and on about...I have some FUNNY ASS STORIES from here...like wow...I'll just say one because I have way too many and I'm too lazy to type it all up. Ok so I was at the beach like a week ago (btw i hate the sun), and I was pretty wasted, so I was looking around at people randomly. Then I check out this old man (don't ask why i get dumb when i'm wasted), and I look at his bathing suit, and it's those tight nasty ones...and I look down some more...and what do I see? One of his ball is hanging out!!! Now if you know me, you know that once I start laughing...I just can't stop...especially if i'm wasted..so yeah I saw his old hanging ball and I just couldn't stop laughing, I was like on the floor. And the stupid old fart didn't even realize his ball was hanging out of his tight bathing suit...Anyways, another good thing is I've been progressing as a songwriter as well, I'm approaching music in a different way now. Anyways...I miss my possee sooo much!! :( I have my whip hanging on my doorknob and every single day I have to say something in the spirit of you guys. And I think i'm scaring everyone around me because they think i'm a satanic bondage freak...lol..I'm such a big over here, I'm sooooo mean to people. I mean, even if someone gives me a friendly look, I totally maddog them. Once I was totally drunk and pukerz and this one girl was staring at me like I was mental...and I looked at her and said "WHAT THE FUCK ARE U LOOKIN AT"..only problem is..i doubt that little italian girl even knew wtf I was saying..lol..The lifestyle over here is so different, I mean I've been here on vacation for years and I still see it as weird. Eh, I'm just homesick...and I need to get back asap or i'm gonna go crazy here...Anyways...i hope whipz n shit had fun today!! You guys better have whipped some people for me!! Just want to say thanks to my possee for always being there for me :) I love you guys...
OMFG I just saw korn on tv! lol that's fukin rare over here...I'll try updating more often...