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so my dad now also has a screen name..its like swine roller or something. it was his nickname in the airforce for some reason i dont know. it was funny when he told me over the phone he said not to worry if some guy IMs me because its not some weird sicko over the internet its my dad. so also talking about my dad he got some business for his new company that he started, thats good. so a while ago i was in the shower praying...idk why, and i asked god for some like sign for me to stay in silveradoes and i remember thinking like send a bird or something on a tree b/c i couldnt see any from out the shower window at the moment. so course then one flys on a branch so i thought ok then im staying in silvies. that was either last week or the week before. so now i have a really hard schedule for this yr. and im just not noticing. so im praying about staying in chemistry k or dropping to L. and then also the same with math. i dont know what to do. i have math tutoring on monday nights at the exact time that ministry is. and now there is only one video team. like usually its monday and tuesday nights. i was planning on going on tuesday nights but i cant anymore. i asked my math tutor to change my time but shes not sure if she can do it. so then my neighbor comes to my mom yesterday with a bird, the bird died tonight. and im just kinda thinking what am i suppose to quit silvies now? then in the car my mom tells me i cant be diong any ministry because it takes up my time and i need all the time i can get for school and then she says something that i TOTALLY DISAGREE WITH she tells me that my school work and getting good grades is more important than ministry! i was like what the heck no! i mean i can always minister in silveradoes i just dont know what im suppose to do. and i totally feel ignored by god even though hes probably tried telling me thousands of times. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO! ok well i have to go because my mom is limiting my phone time and computer time like no other. im out pray for me yall
christy
ps but a good thing is im pretty positive i made kick dance b/c allyson said i did really good and i was on counts w/ meredith the whole time i didnt mess up and megan said i owned it! hahaha i hope i did make it
christy
ps but a good thing is im pretty positive i made kick dance b/c allyson said i did really good and i was on counts w/ meredith the whole time i didnt mess up and megan said i owned it! hahaha i hope i did make it