-happydance-

Dec 17, 2008 23:43

So, I'm proud. :3

I met this girl on the internet lately, 13 years old, and going though rejection problems. I felt God put it on my heart to reach out to her, though at first she was kinda annoying. So I lent an ear, and was able to relate to her, as I went through all the same kind of stuff she did. I even explained things to her, like why all of that was happening, and proved it to her by telling her my experience and whatnot, as well as telling her how to cope, etc. Yesterday, she told me that she cut herself (not seriously, it had barely broken skin,) that day, and I was pretty upset. I warned her that I had gone down the same road, and it was really hard to dig myself out, (I still occasionally have moments where I'm tempted!) and today she contacted me, telling me that earlier today she had her cutting tool in hand, but she remembered what I had told her, and put it down.

Haha, this is such a tiny victory, yet I'm ecstatic. I wonder why... I mean, I've kept Brett from cutting for months before, and he's far worse off than she is.

Shit, all this cutting talk is getting to me. I should go to bed 'fore I get any dumb ideas. Night!

<3

(When the heck was the last time I cut? Well over a year, at least. Maybe almost two...)

mud5555, good day

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