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Alot of this might not make sense, I feel like i have to write something down, i just don't know what it is. SO this entry is me pretty much closing my eyes and typing. Ive only been on this earth for 18 years and already I feel as though i have been through so much.It's amazing the transition from child to adult. I wish I could pin point the exact time when i realized how fucked up and corrupted this world is, I would go back, close my eyes and keep my innocense for a little longer. I'm so afraid for the day that reality hits reef and he realizes that life is so utterly pointless. Really what is the point of living, Many peoples answer is god.However when we die, dont we meet him? so why not die now? There is so much heartbreak and infidelity, why suffer through it? Why is the will to live so strong? You live till mid 80's and by then you can barely move, you look back and cant believe how fast it flew by. You remember your job, your husband, kids, vacations, pretty much everything every 80 year old remembers..then you die, your name is forgotten your ashes were scattered over something you love and thats it thats the end.
~*~Katie
~*~Katie