Sep 10, 2005 17:54
i just can't handle it anymore
everything in my life is fucking tearing me apart
ive been trying 2 hide up untill now......
and i can't do it anymore
i can't be there i can't be strong anymore
i can't fucking help it!! it just doesn't make any sense
AND I HATE BEING CAUGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF IT ALL!!
its no fuckin use anymore its not
i hate it i hate it i hate it
GOD WHY WON'T YOU HELP ME!!?!?!?!
im trying soo hard...& i need ur support.... ur approval
some how........ lifes just taking its toll on me
so im gonna suck it up
like i do every freakin day
put the smile that u all c everyday
and hope for the best
..................... i just wish i knew that i didn't have 2
&& btw IM SOO SICK OF BEING SINGLE!!! its not even worth it anymore!