i keep telling myself 2 just let go....
eh ok right im sooo tired i just got home from my 2 and a half freaking practice see they decided that we don't really need a early realease anymore so yea that means that hour i save at skool ..... im now swimming
eh 6500 meters + sprints & relays
...... just add that on top of being sore from lunges push-ups and sit up ........ btw yes this was out in the pouring rain...... and it was freezing
ok yea w/e
ahhh ok so now i feel like a little just a little out of place when i talk 2 matt......eh i hate when that one chick is just like giving me this look like i shouldn't b there......
maybe i shouldn't......eh.... help me andrew lol......... maybe his just not the one..*sigh*
plus who doesn't like the beach!?!?!?!?
.........................................last night was like awful and after 2morrow i have no idea what going 2 happen...... which sucks
it just keeps replaying in my head
so i haven't got much sleep 4 the past few days and practice which makes me wicked tired
when is it just gonna end just 4 a little while.... just so i can catch my breath u kno?
so i can figure it out in my head.......... move on.....& maybe let go........
i still can't help but think that maybe sum where along the line it was my fault
ok soooo since ib sucks .... im out
peace
much love<3
chelsea amber
eh 6500 meters + sprints & relays
...... just add that on top of being sore from lunges push-ups and sit up ........ btw yes this was out in the pouring rain...... and it was freezing
ok yea w/e
ahhh ok so now i feel like a little just a little out of place when i talk 2 matt......eh i hate when that one chick is just like giving me this look like i shouldn't b there......
maybe i shouldn't......eh.... help me andrew lol......... maybe his just not the one..*sigh*
plus who doesn't like the beach!?!?!?!?
.........................................last night was like awful and after 2morrow i have no idea what going 2 happen...... which sucks
it just keeps replaying in my head
so i haven't got much sleep 4 the past few days and practice which makes me wicked tired
when is it just gonna end just 4 a little while.... just so i can catch my breath u kno?
so i can figure it out in my head.......... move on.....& maybe let go........
i still can't help but think that maybe sum where along the line it was my fault
ok soooo since ib sucks .... im out
peace
much love<3
chelsea amber