Sep 03, 2005 15:43
omg i think its been the hardest week of my life....
why can't life just be easy!?!?!?
well i went 2 the football game last night which must have been the highlight of my week ...... wow yea so
it was really fun
saw jason there and i was gonna go 2 a party at his house last night if it wasn't that my parents picked me up from the game oh well he called me but i didn't find out till this morning oh well
omg its still soooo hard 4 me 2 c him w/ her but i actually managed 2 get threw it last night..... eh i just gotta block it outta my head
found out nick likes me ..... how sweet but i didn't kno what 2 say i hope im not making him like all confused or anything i dunno
whats up w/ like my best friends crushing on me ..... thats not suppose to happen .... well i dunno
talked 2 sum ubber hott guys .... yea score for me ... it actually did put me in a better mood....:P
soooooo lets see today was suppose 2 turn out completly diffent than it actually did which sucks..... i have 2 work 2night....eh ... its all about the money..... and the GUYS...:-)
ok so um yea
like all this stuff is happening and i seriously don't know what 2 do anymore
its soo overwelming
oh well
i guess thats all i can say
..... in the long run im gonna die anyways
so i guess it doesn't matter what i do exactly thats what it leads up to in the end
u get up 2 got 2 skool do homework 2 pass u pass 2 graduate 2 go 2 college 2 get a job 2 have a family..... and then 2 die.....
maybe if ur lucky u'll leave a footprint on the world ... but thats all
so y do we do it
just so we can have happiness on earth while we're here
but sadness only follows
just because we can't avoid
..... and pain
damn u eve .... y did u eat the apple
so now im stuck trying 2 live my life 2 the fullest
but then why is it so hard 2 just do that
cuz i fell for all the traps and pit falls on the way
and i can't get out....