"There's no joke here, don't do that!"
So, work actually wasn't that bad tonight! I think the coldness kept a lot of the kids away. Though we still had our "usual" kids we had to kick out, tonight was not too stressing, which was a change. We're also training a new manager right now, so I was pretty much doing stuff by myself while Pat was trying to teach her stuff. Work has just been weird latley. I think I've been in a pissy mood because of the whole Saturday situation and being mad at Cinemark, which I think also has been on the mind of all the other managers. I can't get my hopes up that every Staurday is going to be OK though, and I know when next week comes, it might be bad again. It's just a never ending fact. I also am super busy and seems like I have been working a lot. This happens because our work week starts on Friday and goes through Thursday so I actually am just working 3 to 4 days a week, but I'm working like 5 days in a row for different weeks.
Why is it that when I put my music on shuffle, it tends to play more Christmas music that I don't want to listen too!
So let's talk about love. Which is why I wanted to do this post in the first place. I've been kind of anti-guy latley. My past two guys have been big asses and I'm sick of assholes! Now don't get me wrong I'm really not looking for a relationship and to be truly honest, I don't know if I really even have time for one right now, but I'm starting to get like feelings for a couple of people, and I can't help it. And this is even after that fact that I probably would not/could not date any of them. Even though I know these facts, I still get those little feelings that almost make me giggle and even get jealous of their attention. Either due to their age, sexual orientation, or they already have a girlfriend, I would never go down that route of taking it past the friend stage (nor would they be interested too). I guess I'm having a hard time pushing those feelings out for these guys. I'm getting closer to them or whatever and I'm just having so much fun, I guess I would like to take it further, even though I know I can't. Does that make sense to anyone? I guess there's always that slim possibility that I COULD date them, but it would take a lot of work and changes. If they did chage thier veiws on relationships to be one with me or whatever, would that then change the person I wanted to be with anyways? If it didn't work out, would we be comfortable with it after the fact? Would it even be comfortable bringing up these thoughts? These are questions I ask myself. Maybe it's just the fact of Valentine's Day and having the issue of love and relationships up in my face every store I ever walk into right now, or maybe it's one certain guy who has really got me thinking about this tonight, but I guess if I had to date anyone, I'd rather have it be on of these guys right now who I have no chance in hell with rather that someone else who kind of just pops up. Maybe I like them and have those feeling because I know I can't have it, but that's what I want...that which I cannot have. In the end, I guess no matter how much I want to fight it, I'm a girl and I'm going to have those feelings no matter what and it's natural and human. Again, does anyone know what I'm even talking about?
A random thought: I really hate cars that have like 4 headlights! Have you ever seen those driving? I'm always like whoa is this a special kind of car or something? Then it's just a car with 4 headlights instead of 2 and I get really mad.
Well, that's all. I have a long day tomorrow.
Why is it that when I put my music on shuffle, it tends to play more Christmas music that I don't want to listen too!
So let's talk about love. Which is why I wanted to do this post in the first place. I've been kind of anti-guy latley. My past two guys have been big asses and I'm sick of assholes! Now don't get me wrong I'm really not looking for a relationship and to be truly honest, I don't know if I really even have time for one right now, but I'm starting to get like feelings for a couple of people, and I can't help it. And this is even after that fact that I probably would not/could not date any of them. Even though I know these facts, I still get those little feelings that almost make me giggle and even get jealous of their attention. Either due to their age, sexual orientation, or they already have a girlfriend, I would never go down that route of taking it past the friend stage (nor would they be interested too). I guess I'm having a hard time pushing those feelings out for these guys. I'm getting closer to them or whatever and I'm just having so much fun, I guess I would like to take it further, even though I know I can't. Does that make sense to anyone? I guess there's always that slim possibility that I COULD date them, but it would take a lot of work and changes. If they did chage thier veiws on relationships to be one with me or whatever, would that then change the person I wanted to be with anyways? If it didn't work out, would we be comfortable with it after the fact? Would it even be comfortable bringing up these thoughts? These are questions I ask myself. Maybe it's just the fact of Valentine's Day and having the issue of love and relationships up in my face every store I ever walk into right now, or maybe it's one certain guy who has really got me thinking about this tonight, but I guess if I had to date anyone, I'd rather have it be on of these guys right now who I have no chance in hell with rather that someone else who kind of just pops up. Maybe I like them and have those feeling because I know I can't have it, but that's what I want...that which I cannot have. In the end, I guess no matter how much I want to fight it, I'm a girl and I'm going to have those feelings no matter what and it's natural and human. Again, does anyone know what I'm even talking about?
A random thought: I really hate cars that have like 4 headlights! Have you ever seen those driving? I'm always like whoa is this a special kind of car or something? Then it's just a car with 4 headlights instead of 2 and I get really mad.
Well, that's all. I have a long day tomorrow.