Countanence altered
Well i just got off aim after being on the
Same screename as nick at the same time
And at first it was entertaining no one new
If he was on or i was on and shit it was funny
But i feel like i was being annoying as shit
Like to a point where i was like wtf is this what im
Reduced to i mean shit since i got here ive felt like nothing
But a lonely deviant and shit i dont know wtf to do
Hell i dont even know if anyone reads this anymore but
Fuck i need some got damn assurance you know some one to tell
Me whether or not im diffrent cuz i feel like ive become a total prick
I mean shit i knew i was an asshole but at least sometimes i
Got ppl to smile and laugh now i just feel like im annoying
And well i honestly dont know what will become of me these
Days (i smoke more,started getting my dads cigs when hes not
looking, making old jokes that arent even funny and i cuss way
too much not to mention the fact that now i sanp for no reason)
Its not just the fact that school is over i mean thats
Ok shit im used to summer but the fact that i know nothing
Of what to do with time here in an unfamiliar place
Man i must be the biggest little whiny bitch on the planet
Cuz i dont know how to handle this (im not like crying or that kinda shit)
But it seems like im becoming someone else
Same screename as nick at the same time
And at first it was entertaining no one new
If he was on or i was on and shit it was funny
But i feel like i was being annoying as shit
Like to a point where i was like wtf is this what im
Reduced to i mean shit since i got here ive felt like nothing
But a lonely deviant and shit i dont know wtf to do
Hell i dont even know if anyone reads this anymore but
Fuck i need some got damn assurance you know some one to tell
Me whether or not im diffrent cuz i feel like ive become a total prick
I mean shit i knew i was an asshole but at least sometimes i
Got ppl to smile and laugh now i just feel like im annoying
And well i honestly dont know what will become of me these
Days (i smoke more,started getting my dads cigs when hes not
looking, making old jokes that arent even funny and i cuss way
too much not to mention the fact that now i sanp for no reason)
Its not just the fact that school is over i mean thats
Ok shit im used to summer but the fact that i know nothing
Of what to do with time here in an unfamiliar place
Man i must be the biggest little whiny bitch on the planet
Cuz i dont know how to handle this (im not like crying or that kinda shit)
But it seems like im becoming someone else