i dunno
so today was pretty average. i woke up early with the intention of lifting, but my friend ryan wasnt comming with me. so i kind of lost my motivation for that. ive realized i dont really do things unless i have someone pushing me. i thinnk thats bad, i need to work on my self determination, but it is nice having someone there to tell you to keep going, maybe i need a girlfriend. ummmm on second thought, girls are confusing, but u never know. then i was leaving for school and found out my project didnt fit in my car, so ryan took it in his. then i went through school like normal, finished spanish praject during lunch. then i went to bbalol, hardly anyone showed up, o well i played pretty well, but i still suck. then i went to track thinking i could run the 800, but i hurt my hip and was late so that didnt work out. now im here.