Nov 12, 2006 02:33
iv done something stupid something i regret something that cud fuk up all that i had.never gonna get it again neva gonna understand.its over and its all in their hands.
lyrics to some new song im writting coz i did something stupid and that i regret and so put it to paper still going ova the finer points of it.
i just hate it wen u do something or something happens and u know ur gonna regret it later and u jst cant stop it from happening....
yesterday cuda been a happy day 11th.... but no so that put a bit of a downer on my day coz that was all that was on my mind. it jst frustrates me sooooooooo much that it cuda been soooo good and i wuda been there soon but nooooooooooooo i opened my mouth said somethings and sorta pushed it to happening ishuda jst kept my worries to myself but silly girl that i am i never do haha something i gotta learn.
on happier news.... matt.... hes got me onto the rock and its a good station lol i neva knew wat station it was bt he set my radio up to it and now i cnt stop listening to it aye!!!
wel friday night...... me kat joe jason and phil went to rossos up in waikanae like an hour and a bit up north and jst had a few drinks. kat did some stupid stuff and slept with joes best friend but joes a dick so who cares.... i got no sleep i was in the parents room with phil it was funny coz hes the biggest playa of da group and hes all hang up on some chick so i was trying to help him out with his problems... next day we went to coastlands(the rythem of the coast) crap shopping center but ohwell.... caught the 3pm train home kat got off in tawa so it was jst me and the boys for ages... me and phil walked bk to his place i grabbed some of my shit then he drove me home in his bike.
tried to study onc ei got home but didnt work..... matt came round at about 9pm scared the shit out of me coz i was watching the grudge 2 alone he stayed the night coz its too hard for him to get home coz he lives ages away! we went to bed early like 1am he had to get up at 9 to go to work and so i jst went straight bk to bed and slept till 1.30 which sucks coz its a hot sunny day here and now im online lookn up study notes how sad...
well i shud go now gotta clean the house b4 rob gets home from auckland
well thats my weekend:)