in the mirror wat do u see?
do u ever catch urself in the mirror and think that the person staring back at u isnt really u?
like do u look at urself and think wea did that little girl go who didnt have a worry in the world?
its like when i catch myself in the mirror these days there is some hidden story hidden behind my eyes some thought of hidden feeling lurking jsut beneath the surface waiting to come up but it jsut stays there and simmers away.
everyday parents look at their little girls and see them growing up too fast seeing their daughters hide behind a mask of makeup and fuss over their figurs and whos got the hots foe who and then the parents have to worry about if their kids are tellign the truth with who their with and wea they are. then parents have to wonder wat boy their daughter is witha nd wat they are doing then comes the distrust between the two parties and parents forbidding their girls to see a certain boy which just about confirms that the daughter is gonna go out of her way to disobey and then silly things can happen thent he next thing the girl knws shes pregnant and a mum herself.
this all cme to me last night and i thought damn not me no way am i gonna get myself knocked up and go behind my mums back then i though oh wait i have lol but atleast imnot gonna be a mum but i decided i am gonna be open with her about my relationship but hey she dnt gotta worry bout me having sex coz my boy is in oz now how good is that for chastity lol. now she thinks my boy is evil lol coz he has corrupted her little girl and she now wishes that i had decided to be lesbian lol but nah im not but jan is fine with it and loves the guy im with so she dont care and rob is just sorta like ok ur choice lol so my life is good i am looking at myself in the mirror and i knw who stares back at me im not a lost little girl im strong yea thats right stronge lol as if i am so weak i cnt even beat jasper in an arm wrestle now thats sad. but im happy with who i am at the mo and i dont wanna change ohhhyeeeeaaaaaa im a survivor im not gonna give up.... im tired so my concentration is slipping away but i get my exam results 2moro most people got them today but noooooooooooooooo i didnt lol.
omg i love my body hahahaha i got asked today if i cud have anythng change about myself and my body wat wud it be nd i wan like nothing i love it how i am all i want to do is get a french manicure grow my hair and thats it and i am doing that now lol so i was liek nah im happy hahahaha and i found out that i got like no fat ohhhyyeeeaaaa i got that mesured or some shit and it was like realy low um well i best be off now my little actually big speil is over no one is actually gonna read all this coz its just crap but ohwell love u all bye bye crystal xxxx
like do u look at urself and think wea did that little girl go who didnt have a worry in the world?
its like when i catch myself in the mirror these days there is some hidden story hidden behind my eyes some thought of hidden feeling lurking jsut beneath the surface waiting to come up but it jsut stays there and simmers away.
everyday parents look at their little girls and see them growing up too fast seeing their daughters hide behind a mask of makeup and fuss over their figurs and whos got the hots foe who and then the parents have to worry about if their kids are tellign the truth with who their with and wea they are. then parents have to wonder wat boy their daughter is witha nd wat they are doing then comes the distrust between the two parties and parents forbidding their girls to see a certain boy which just about confirms that the daughter is gonna go out of her way to disobey and then silly things can happen thent he next thing the girl knws shes pregnant and a mum herself.
this all cme to me last night and i thought damn not me no way am i gonna get myself knocked up and go behind my mums back then i though oh wait i have lol but atleast imnot gonna be a mum but i decided i am gonna be open with her about my relationship but hey she dnt gotta worry bout me having sex coz my boy is in oz now how good is that for chastity lol. now she thinks my boy is evil lol coz he has corrupted her little girl and she now wishes that i had decided to be lesbian lol but nah im not but jan is fine with it and loves the guy im with so she dont care and rob is just sorta like ok ur choice lol so my life is good i am looking at myself in the mirror and i knw who stares back at me im not a lost little girl im strong yea thats right stronge lol as if i am so weak i cnt even beat jasper in an arm wrestle now thats sad. but im happy with who i am at the mo and i dont wanna change ohhhyeeeeaaaaaa im a survivor im not gonna give up.... im tired so my concentration is slipping away but i get my exam results 2moro most people got them today but noooooooooooooooo i didnt lol.
omg i love my body hahahaha i got asked today if i cud have anythng change about myself and my body wat wud it be nd i wan like nothing i love it how i am all i want to do is get a french manicure grow my hair and thats it and i am doing that now lol so i was liek nah im happy hahahaha and i found out that i got like no fat ohhhyyeeeaaaa i got that mesured or some shit and it was like realy low um well i best be off now my little actually big speil is over no one is actually gonna read all this coz its just crap but ohwell love u all bye bye crystal xxxx