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I am very tired due to the fact I couldn't sleep at all last night... I don't really know what to think about everything I have done in the past few days.
First of all I left... I still don't know why, but I know I hate it here... Knowing that Sean isn't going to walk in the door and hold me... That is my fault and maybe that empty feeling is what I needed.
I can't get back to London to be with him quick enough! I just bumped up my flight... I am rushing to pack right now, hopefully I will suprise him tonight. There will be a car waiting for me when I land so I don't have to call and wake him up... I just want to be with him...
On the other hand I sold my place in LA... I am pretty excited about that. It is just one less thing for me to worry about...
Right now all I am going to worry about is getting packed up and back where I belong... With him... In his arms...
First of all I left... I still don't know why, but I know I hate it here... Knowing that Sean isn't going to walk in the door and hold me... That is my fault and maybe that empty feeling is what I needed.
I can't get back to London to be with him quick enough! I just bumped up my flight... I am rushing to pack right now, hopefully I will suprise him tonight. There will be a car waiting for me when I land so I don't have to call and wake him up... I just want to be with him...
On the other hand I sold my place in LA... I am pretty excited about that. It is just one less thing for me to worry about...
Right now all I am going to worry about is getting packed up and back where I belong... With him... In his arms...