blah. fail. again.
I HATE MYSELF.
can i not just have one good day?? just one???
i say this everyday but tomorrow will be better. it just has to be :(
family is away from tomorrow arvo til sunday night so i plan to not eat a thing. easier said than fucking done. where has my self control gone??? i want it back. i need it back. i am lost without it. spinning out of control. i cant live like this.
im so fat. so so fat.
and i only did 15 measley minutes on the treadmill. failure. epic failure. and ive done NO school work. cos i suck. and im pathetic.
anyway i should just curl up and die.
liv
can i not just have one good day?? just one???
i say this everyday but tomorrow will be better. it just has to be :(
family is away from tomorrow arvo til sunday night so i plan to not eat a thing. easier said than fucking done. where has my self control gone??? i want it back. i need it back. i am lost without it. spinning out of control. i cant live like this.
im so fat. so so fat.
and i only did 15 measley minutes on the treadmill. failure. epic failure. and ive done NO school work. cos i suck. and im pathetic.
anyway i should just curl up and die.
liv