im sick of not being good enough....
ugh... man im sick of not being good enough for anyone and im sick of everyones yelling and fighting and no one being good enough for anyone.... im sick of all the drama and shit that everyone puts everyone through... its fucking stupid....... ~i wake up to my dads yelling, i go to school and i have to listen to the coachs yell and bitch at us about how were not putting enough effort into anything and then i have to listen to the teachers bitch all day at everyone for every little thing... and all my friends bitch about shit and all the drama... the last thing i want to come home to is my Dad and Mom bitching about everything that i cant do right and shit... im sick of it all... im fucking tried too after a long day at school that i fucking hate... their always like you have it so good you go to school and hang out with your friends in class... well i dont have any classes with the fews friends i have and if i do have a class with one them they dont ever talk to me... no she goes and talks to all the skaters and shit... and o how i hate lunch i so want to change my lunch to C... every day the thought of who am i going to seat with if she ditchs me for all 'em... i hate it... i hate all of it... im so sick of everything... im sick of the drama.... everyone hating everyone and everyone bitching at everyone about everyone else bad pints.... its gay... i want to go up to 'em and be like GET THE FUCK OVER YOURSELF... AND LEAVE HER/THEM ALONE THEY HAVE FEELINGS YA KNOW... AND I DONT THINK THEY WANT YOU ALWAYS POINTING OUT THEIR DAMN BAD POINTS!?!?!? and ness like that...~ i just want to go into a whole where no one can bitch at me and i dont have to worry about feeling alone and shit... and i dont have to deal with all the drama.... ~im sick of the weekends... i hate sleeping the weekend a way... i hate the feeling of being alone but thats how it always is... i hate it so much... the last thing i need on top of the shit is to have everyone bitching/whinning at me...