Oct 30, 2005 16:44
ALALALALALLALALALALLA...
just because i can, i can because i do....
getting back what i gave away...
WOW i never change. i will always be the same off the wall girl who makes her mind up as the choices come and change them when its too late,yey.
you might think im losing my mind, but i... i will shy away from the specifics
cause i dont want you to know, where i am...
cause then you'll see my heart in the sadest state its ever been, cause this is no place to try and live my life
its the very moment i wish i could take back, im sorry for...the person i became
im ready to never become that way again, because who i am hates who i've been
i talk to absolutely no one, couldn't keep to myself another..and the things bottled inside have finally begun to create so much pressure that im about to blow up and...
i heard the reverberating footsteps sinking up to the beating of my heart
i was positive that unless i got myself together i would watch me fall apart and...
and i cant let that happen again
cause then you'll see my heart in the sadest state its ever been, this is no place to try and live my life
stop right there thats exactly where i lost it
see that line, i never should've crossed it
stop right there, i never should've never said that
its the very moment that i wish i could take back
im sorry for, the person i became
im sorry that, it took so long for me to change
im ready to, try never become that way again
cuz who i am hates who ive been, who i am hates who ive been
who i am hates who ive been, and who i am will take the second chance it gave me