Dec 02, 2009 11:07
I have a credit with Westjet, which I'm trying to use right now because it expires today. I've been on the phone with a travel agent for the past 10+ minutes because she to go through procedures just to book my flight. She's been a real sweetheart about it, though I should apologize for the hassle once she gets me back on the line.
I had such a big headache last night looking at flights and prices because I was trying to figure out how to fly home from Hibbing, MN. Which now I'm not going till the summer because I was having trouble matching up the flights with the credit. That and if I had to connect it to the credit, it would literally take me over 12 hours just to get home... BLAH!
But we've decided summer would be better. It would give me more time to spend with another friend in January because the original plan was to go see him and then fly to her. And now I'll have more time in the summer to spend with her.
I am quite excited for how the new year is turning out so far with my two trips planned out. It gives me something to look forward to. If you asked me how this year has been, I would remember the bad events first before the good ones pops up in my head...
Someone's been trying to call me yesterday and this morning. And I don't know whether I should pick up or ignore all calls. I don't know what I'd say to them. Maybe a good "fuck off" ought to do the trick but I can't be rude...
I told the little bro that I don't want to associate with some people right now. It's just a little heads up to him so he doesn't question why I'm avoiding them. I don't like people being fake with me and I just hate how we have all turned out. It's been an internal struggle for me. I like them. They're friends. They're family. But I've realized having them around will bring me down. Their little dramas. Their white lies and twisting of words. It's all unnecessary.
I wish I could be angry. Being angry would make this whole thing much easier. What I hate about myself is that I don't ever blame anyone and I always take some responsibility. I'm too understanding of people and no matter how I look at things, I put myself in the situation.
A life lesson I have learned recently: It's good to be accepting and understanding of people but you have to realized that if they can be a jerk to someone else, they can be that way with you too.
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