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hwy ppl whats up? well nothing new except zack's letting me use his car for my driver's lisence test tomorrow, i'm soo happy that he's letting me.. =], but on the other hand i dnt want to get to excited... i'm still mad at myself for being the person i was with him... last night around 11 sumthing i sat on my bed, nd looked at our box, i read the letters he gave me, nd i got even more mad at myself, cuz i lost something so precious, nd he really was in love with me... there was notes of him telling me he never wants to break up bcuz he loves me alot, how he's always thinking of me nd stuff... i almost lost my mind... i regret being the person i was with him.. i wish he'd give me ONE more chance so i can prove to him how i'm changed, nd that i'm going to apprichiate( how ever you spell it) his love more.. damn, i can feel it inside that he still loves me.. he just doesn't realize it.. i've never had that feeling b4... i wish me nd him sat more nd talked about our differences instead of forgetting about them nd trying to move on.. that just made the pile bigger nd bigger.. sorry that i keep writing about him, nd writing sad shyt, but, tis is how i feel.. y am i going to pretend?? well n.e wayz, i have to babysit 3 boys today, a 8 yr old, 12, nd 13 yr old...wish me luck =]...well ima go now.. ttyl.. buh bye
I LOVE ZACHARY!!
<3,
katry
Usher lyrics
"Bedtime "
Craving your body all through the night
Feels like I'm going through withdraws
I wanna hold you
I want you inside of these of these arms
I'm dying to taste you, I can't deny
Can't get out of my mind
Please let me hold you
Cause I need your lovin' tonight
[Hook]
Whenever I'm near you
My love just comes down
Whenever I see you
I just want you around
Cause I wanna feel you
All through the day and the night
Whenever I'm near you
It feels like bedtime
Constantly thinking of things to do
Places where we can make love
I wanna freak you
I'll freak you wherever you want
Placing my kisses all over you
Caressing you so nice and slow
Oh how, I want you
Girl there's something I want you to know
[Hook]
I get so lonely
Thinking about you
You are the only
Girl I dream of or think of at all
I'm so into you
Outta my mind for you
Say you can't go a day without me
Girl I love and I need you, I need you
Do you get lonely
Thinking about you
You are the only
Girl I dream of or think of at all
Outta my mind for you
Girl I can't go one day without needing you
I just need to hold you U know that
[Hook]